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Hateful tears run down my cheeks
Warm and wet with a bitter taste.
You've killed me now can't you see,
You've brang me down, low to my knees.
I'm swiming in this pool of decay
Wondering what's next today.
This feild of love is not full a all
Springing forth are thoughts
Sprining forth things of you.
You hold me close and look inside,
But you're playing, it's just a lie.
You've killed me now, can't you see,
You've brang me down, low to my knees.
And I've tried to win in your games,
Tried to not drive insane.
But I can't make it to this finish line,
Make it accros, make what I want mine.
No more killing me now, wont be seen
No more bringing me down, not to my knees.
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I'm angry and my words wont recede
Reborn I was not
But broken indeed.
I want to fall straight to my knees
Into the ground and cry a sea.
I don't want your love
Nor you sympothy.
Leave me alone,
Get the fuck away from me.
Watch the moon it glides so high,
It's singing now a lonely cry.
Work it out I wont, not now,
Pass me by and don't even try.
I'm angry now and I don't know why,
I'm angry now and just want to die.
I hate you now and I see why
You've broke me down and made me cry.
I hate you now but don't know why.
Is it really you that made me cry...?
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It's passed me by
My chance is gone
You've left me now
Goodbye to our song
I can cry and cry
But really I can't.
My eyes are dry,
Tastes are bland.
You've left me here
All alone
Wondering why you must be gone
I hate you now
You brang me pain
A depression is bound
Will I ever have love again?
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Colors

I think the color is grey
I'm not really sure.
Sometimes it's green,
Or the color of my shirt.
It's a feeling inside
I wear it like an invisable hat.
Not really seen,
Covered like a black cat.
Sometimes I can't tell,
What I'm feeling inside.
I wish I knew,
So it would subside.
So I will go,
And walk alone,
Not to stop,
And pick up the ringing phone.
Maybe I'll see someday..
This feeling,
Wether green or grey.
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Dreamin

You say that you love me
But I wonder what is true
You say you need me
But is it me you're talking to.
She says it's friendship
And my hearts out on the line
Hoping for a response
Hoping for whats not mine.
And the distance is so far
And my heart aches so much.
Though the tears have dried up
My heart, body, and soul cries.
Living in a dream
Forcing away reality.
Running from what seems,
To be my true fatality.
Like the sward in the stone,
It's the knife through my heart,
Everytime I remember,
We really are apart.
No words, no talk,
Just this dreamin.
No pain, no hurt,
Just this dreamin.
And on, and on.....
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To AshleyC

In time ahead theres pain and laughter
I'll be there for always and after
I wont leave you in the crying rain
Always be there when you're in pain
When you're heart breaks Ill be there
Just because I really care
I'll love you till theres no time in time
You will always be,
On my mind
I'll be there when you break a limb
There to hold you and make you grin
I'll wipe the tears from your eyes
Keep you happy till I die
When you're sad i'll be there
Just because I really do care.
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To AshleyC

Cause when I told you,
I was so scared.
So scared of everything
So crazy how my fingers shook,
How the chills ran down my spine.
And the fire in my eyes burn so bright
Seeing the feelings burst inside,
Because when you asked I was so surprised.
Something I wanted for so long,
Never thought it would come along.
But here it is, right in front of me,
My life, my eternity
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm nuts
But I can't lie, it's in my gut
And maybe you don't feel that fire,
the one I've felt forever.
Cause I feel it deep inside,
Burning like a fire fly.
Never felt this way before,
Deeper than heavens floors
Never been so in love,
But here it is, spread out for you
I'd only hope you feel that way too,
At least a little, doesnt have to be a lot,
Just as long as it's in your thoughts.
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it's unfolded sometimes
the untrue reality of
this life
people crouwd around you
like hawks, like voltures
eating at ur soul
unmending your thoughts
you hold within
rendering the space around you
sometimes so peacful at the
dullest moments
and all around us is so beautiful
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To AshleyC

I promise I will not forget
A love to you I don't regret
A shining star apon your heat
To keep away the sadning dark
To die before a harm hurts you
To swear this promise is so true
So just to know how I feel
Baby this love, it's just so real
So a promise is a promise
A stars a star
My love is a love
From afar.
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just one resort

Yellow dragons and purple mountains
Fearful fists and ugly faces
My favorite dreams of swallowing it down
Poison glory from china town

come on and bring the money
make the tears fall down
cure the pretty and fix the ugly
make the tears fall down
I'm down to just one resort
Calling you for humors report
and I still don't know why
come on and bring the money
make the tears fall down
cure the pretty and fix the ugly
make the tears fall down
and still I don't know why

Always the one to hit me down
watch me come up and hit me down
laugh at the colors that show through
dispose the faces that come to

come on and bring the money
make the tears fall down
hit the numb ones and caress the feeling
make the tears fall down
I'm down to just one resort
calling you for humors report
and i still don't know why
come on and bring the money
make the tears fall down
cure the pretty and fix the ugly
make the tears fall down
and still I don't know why

I just want something, something you have
just one thing, something you have

you think I don't know what you think of me
I see the colors that you ware, ones that I would never dare
still picking your scabs that don't go away
i wish you were dead, killed and die
pretty little features little money in your eyes
scabs don't leave you
but these stains i can wash
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To AshleyB

One heart beats after another.
Closed in comfort for each other.
Power of attachment.
Open to the earth.
Love and caring
To each birth.
Eyes like an angle.
Hair like a river.
Open your heart.
Let her deliver.
Love,
and kindness.
Inside held for all.
Held for you
Like a ball.
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To AshleyB

The air around us.
The floor beneath.
All sounds,
Are out of reach.
Hand in hand,
each finger connects.
The air is so thick.
Our image reflects.
Not a soul can reach us.
We're just not there.
An interruption,
I could not bare.
The breathless nothing.
The heart beats like a drum.
The light is above,
As bright as the sun.
Each forehead touches.
Every breath shared.
And then we kiss.
But no one cares.
As soft as a cloud,
As tense as hard rain.
All around us is a heavenly
Terrain.
Cheek to cheek.
Lip to lip.
All around us watches as they sit.
It's that one kiss.
That connects us two.
We don't even have to know what to do.
But sit here.
Together like this.
Feeling each and every kiss.